Heroes Wallpaper

something I usually do to have a short "haha" after being very stressed,

I now present to you, HIRO NAKAMURA from HEROES !!!!







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and UP NEXT , TRAVIS LOH BAK KAO from TAK TAHU MANA !!!!!!


WUAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHHAHAHHA
damn idiot me...

Lies - Glen Hansard

the only songs that could keep all the STUFFS from my brain at the moment...
please don't talk to me now...


I think it's time, we give it up
And figure out what's stopping us
From breathing easy, and talking straight
The way is clear if you're ready now
The volunteer is slowing down
And taking time to save himself

The little cracks they escalated
And before we knew it was too late
For making circles and telling lies

You're moving too fast for me
And I can't keep up with you
Maybe if you slowed down for me
I could see you're only telling
Lies, lies, lies
Breaking us down with your
Lies, lies, lies
When will you learn

The little cracks they escalated
And before you know it is too late
For making circles and telling lies

You're moving too fast for me
And I can't keep up with you
Maybe if you'd slowed down for me
I could see you're only telling
Lies, lies, lies
Breaking us down with your
Lies, lies, lies
When will you learn

So plant the thought and watch it grow
Wind it up and let it go

What's Buzy ?

Finally, I understand what's the real BUZY....

Public "Holiday"

Well, another holiday suppose to be...
went all the way to KLCC and did some CVAnnouncement shoots and also some timelaps here and there for Kingdom Ventures Ministry...

still ain't feeling well... without having proper document,
we got no choice but have to just get it done without alerting the security guard aroudn KLCC haha.. was kinda cheeky thou... sneaking here and there trying to get a nice view of KLCC..

I NEED A NEW PHONE !!!
FIVE@Pyramid,
omgosh... all of the SE phones i like is beyond 1k which exceeded my budjet...
yawn....

omgosh... the only converse shoe i love is out of STOCK !!!
yawn....

omgosh omgosh !! pyramid is showing DAY THE EARTH STOOD STILL... i wanna watch it..
looking @ the time 6pm

i gotta go for a shoot at 7pm
yawn....

hahahaha happy public holiday !!!!

Devil's Calender

Devil's Calendar
Sunday : Make sure that tRavis forgot to take out his phone before he send his jeans into the washing machine
Sunday : Make sure tRavis forgot to turn off his car's light after he left his car
Sunday : Make sure when tRavis close his car's door with a trees stuck in between
Monday : Make sure it rains so that all the rain drops could go into his car
Tuesday: MY OFF DAY
Wednesday: Sending VIRUS to attack tRavis...

Conclusion: tRavis is falling sick now...

Aquarius?

One of a few topic that i would read in chinese...
even thou chinese words makes my head spinning...

水瓶星座的男人

田希仁

我常常笑水瓶座的男人是消防隊隊員，想要跟他們燃起熊熊愛火實在有點困難，就算妳一廂情願的燒得火熱，他也會澆你一頭冷水，請你冷靜一點。

對於博愛又知性的水瓶座來說，所有的關係都是從朋友開始的，每個人都可以成為他的朋友，因為每個人都有不同的特質和優點，值得他去探討、去了解。所以，你最好是一個寶藏，讓他有不斷挖掘的興趣。水瓶座的男人不會在意他身邊的女伴是不是很漂亮，打扮是不是很入時，家世是不是很顯赫！一些事俗的條件並不見得一定能吸引到一個水瓶座的男子，你的個性和內涵才是他重視的。水瓶座的愛情非常需要友情做基礎。

在他面前你大可表現真實的自我，他是個追求真實人性的人。他不會害怕你的多變或是情緒化，那只會讓他更想深入了解你。

說得更露骨一點，「多變」和「情緒」可以成為你吸引他的一種方式，我說過水瓶座是喜歡探究真理的，你愈奇怪，他愈想要弄清楚你是什麼樣的人。（當然，重要的是，在多變的外表下，你必需有些內涵，否則當他了解你之後，就會覺得索然無味了。）

很多水瓶座的人都喜歡了解別人的內心世界，進而幫助別人解決人生的困惑。做別人的心理醫師是他的樂趣。

等待他向你表白「他愛你」是有一點困難，也需要一點時間的。當你發現他對你特別好，或者特別不好的時侯，你就可以知道他對你的感覺有些不一樣了，一般的情況下，水瓶座的男人多半都希望自己對所有的朋友一視同仁。因此愛上你的感覺會讓他有些不安（似乎潛意識裡他覺得自己不該被侷限於這種小情小愛裡面）。他可能消失個幾天，你不必在意，等他想清楚再來找你的時侯，你就有一個溫柔體貼的情人了。

你可能會覺得你們之間的進展有一些緩慢，水瓶座的男人很少是肉慾主事的。他們可以停留在柏拉圖式的精神戀愛中，好長一段時間，有時侯連你都會覺得不耐煩，開始懷疑自己是不是缺乏女性魅力了。千萬不要！許多水瓶座男子不敢輕舉妄動，是害怕肉體關係會破壞彼此之間的友誼（你知道愛人之間的友誼對他說是很重要的），其實他內心說不定對靈肉之間的結合也很好奇呢！所以，除非掌握事實証據，否則，不要輕易懷疑自己，當然，更不要懷疑他。

如果你想用激將法來刺激他前進的腳步，恐怕不會是很好的辦法，有時侯很可能會讓自己下不了台，如果你告訴你那個久久不採取行動的水瓶座男人，有另外一個男人正對你展開熱烈的攻勢，而且他的人品學識都是一流，對你一往情深。他很可能先是愣了一會兒，然後平靜的對你說：「我想，如果我是你的話，我也會選擇他的。我祝福妳。」

說完之後，黯然離去。這下子，糗不著的可能就是你囉！

或許你會有些難過他的冷漠無情。其實不然，只是平靜的水瓶座男人很少讓人看到他內心的悲哀。他情緒的確會因你而波動，只是他很快的用理智的方式讓自己平靜下來。

期待看到他一副沒有你就活不下去的樣子，是一件非常愚蠢，而且幼稚的事。

不要希望你的瓶座男人會像獅座男人一樣，在戀愛的過程中，不斷的用名貴的禮物討妳開心。瓶座的男人是知性而且感性的，對他們而言，一束鮮艷的玫瑰，比不上寫滿智慧語言的卡片。水瓶座的男人的確不怎麼浪漫，但卻溫和而體貼，很少男人會像他那樣耐心的聽你說心事，冷靜的替你分析。

多數水瓶座男人對婚姻實在沒什麼興趣，柴米油鹽的世界對他來說似乎太小了，他情願把時間花在一些他們認為更有意義的事情上，許多瓶座男人內心總渴望能作一些對社會人類有貢獻的事。所以想讓他陪你走到地毯的那一端，你恐怕得動點腦筋，讓他對婚姻產生一探竟的好奇，是讓他走進禮堂的好方法。常常讓他陪你去參加婚禮，或是經常告訴他別的朋友結婚的消息，都可能會刺激他對婚姻的好奇心。當然對於一些婚姻失敗的消息，最好少提。不按牌理出牌的水瓶座（應該說他們有自己的邏輯）雖然偶然讓你失望，但也會經常帶給你驚喜。而且他將可以做你一輩子的好朋友呢！

婚後，他不會是個難伺侯的老公，對於你烹飪和作家事的技術都不會挑剔，你的行動自由他也不會過於干涉，當然你最好不要讓自己變成一個世儈、俗氣的三姑六婆，那他可能會有一點受不了。只要你把妻子份內的事情做好，他會是個很和氣的老公。瓶座的男人多半不是多情種子，應該很值得你信任，只不過「了解別人」是他的興趣，男女不拘，這一點可能婚後也改不了。你實在不必疑神疑鬼，造成不必要的爭執。

水瓶座的男人與「性」

性愛對於水瓶座的男人來說，可能是更深入了解你，也是更深入了解性愛本質的方式。他可能會努力增加自己的性知識，或加強自己的性技巧，以給予對方滿足感。對他本身來說，當然也會從其中獲得愉悅的感受，但是他往往控制得很好，不會有太過衝動和激情的表現。如果你不苛求對方一定要渾然忘我的話，瓶座的男人應該是很不錯的伴侶。

水瓶座的爸爸

你的瓶座男人會是孩子心目中講道理的好爸爸，他不會對孩子過份的嚴格，也不會太過溺愛，他很像孩子們「大朋友」，願意聽孩子們的心事和夢想，更願意為他們排解糾紛。不過水瓶座的爸爸不會喜歡孩子太黏他，尤其是他需要獨自思考的時侯。這一點，你要注意，不要讓孩子無時無刻的打擾他。

Day The Earth Stood Still

I am warning you, do not even try to watch this at home...
it worth you rm20 to watch it...

"wave* public holiday"

got to fix my car aroudn 12.30 which cost me another rm30...
i could buy a new t shirt with that LOL...
fail ! fail ! fail ! just another failing day...

really tired as i walk through so many shop to look for machinery under the rain... got home around 2 and slept the wholeday...

sucky monday end.....

Buzy-iest, Fruitful-est, Suck-iest Sunday ever...

Just another winning Sunday in Church ACTSTV made no mistake for another time...
was really great if media coordinator don have to do anything beside making sure everything is running well... well yeah.. was cool...

Pr. Sandra did a a real in depth touch on BGR today...
some part are pretty ouch to me... and some part are pretty cool with what i am thinking now...
well... i jotted the note down with my phone but...

well it sucks man...
reaching home... tried to throw off my tiredness at once....
yeah am really out of underwears/ socks if i still don do my laundry...
and yet.... i flooded my mobile phone with the washing machine...

there goes my RED sony ericsson k610i... (not really mine but i own it now... was Jay's previosly)

well... got no choice but to use my old w550i again..
gosh just talk to my mom about it... not to ask for a new phone but.. just informing her that i could see a words on my current phone as the screen is all white...
she cant hear me clear as my inbuild mic of w550i is pretty dead soon...
haven finish talking... yes... sucky batt died....

might as well said... I AM LIVING WITHOUT A MOBILE PHONE NOW...

What's up with this coming Christmas ?

Where's tRavis gonna be this coming Christmas ?
ActsChurch of course..

3 Shows ONLY:
21 Dec 2008 - 10am and 5pm
25 Dec 2008 - 10am

A performance by Lightbulb Production.


Questions tRavis ask his friends,
What you gonna do this coming Christmas ?
-go sungai wang lepak lor...
-go out with fren to eat lor..
-well.. CLUBBING !
-argh... whereever there's girls there's me

What is Christmas to You ?
-argh.. just another holiday
-Gifts?
-Vacations of course !
-hmm.. beautiful decorations around the shopping malls ?

tRavis's Reply...
Dude... it's always sungai wang / maybe some nice place for dinner...
hanging out with the same group of frens... again and again talking non-stop...
have you ever enjoy a LIVE christmas show that would cost
more than 300 people's effort / even few months of preperations ?
not just live show but also good music and nice service
or another place that makes you feels home rather than your own home ?
have you even been to such place before ?

dude... i am not bragging about what i am current dealing with..
i just wan something good to be introduce to your life...
not just a typical holiday...
but a day with love, happiness, comfort... and hope or even future...

can't make it in the morning ? dude.. 21st december 5pm show ?
25th wanna go out with boyfren/girlfren? dude.. 21st 10am ? or 5pm ?

if you really want to have a christmas which you never had before ?
dude.. msn me... i beg you...

Video for this weekend

Be the first to catch this video announcemen...
just's a typical one with the latest Altered Frequency Transit as most of the background music :)
Enjoy....

The Video

I wanna

read some "i wanna" somewhere makes me feels like writing something too,
new year resolution ? maybe yes... maybe no... will see again..



i wanna go back to a "Loh Jin Meng" in certain ways,
i wanna stay as a "tRavis" in certain ways,
i do still do some "tRavis-ing" sometimes,
but
i wanna go do more shopping rather than just window shopping,
i wanna go to a beach,
i wanna do a backpack traveling sometime soon,
i wanna learn to surf,
i wanna swim,
i wanna do some solo lepaking,
i wanna do better crazier motion graphics,
i wanna be the best ASIAN wedding cinematography not videographer,
i wanna be with my family(all of them) more,
i wanna eat with my family,
i wanna watch tv with my family,
i wanna watch movie once again with my family,
i wanna run around the house under the rain with my dad again,
i wanna buy new gadjets- iPods, MacBookPro/a decent editing machine, Canon XLR, a new phone
i wanna get a new place to stay in damansara,
i wanna have my own golden retriever/husky,
i wanna be somebody in google search,
i wanna catch-up with all my friends,
i wanna yam cha with my bro/sis,
i wanna go back to Canadian Pre-U,
i wanna get my studies done asap,
i wanna be able to take care of myself TOTALLY,
i wanna LOVE CAROL AND ONLY CAROL :D HOOOYEAH!!!!
i wanna thank my family even thou sometimes i don like the way they love me,
i wanna drive a Proton Savvy--> Suzuki Swift--> Mini Cooper--> Honda Accord--> Honda Odyssey
i wanna buy more Shirts,
i wanna buy more Jeans,
i wanna buy a pair of sneakers,
i wanna get my dreadlock done for ONCE,
i wanna go bald for once just to make my mum happy,
i wanna score well in all of my exams/assignments/projects next year,
i wanna go sight-seeing,
i wanna go to sentosa for camp on my own,
i wanna become "tRavis Lomen"

Christmas Gift

Merry Christmas ! Credits goes to Jesus...

My first and only Christmas gift so far,
kinda touched... but can't do much as it was from Pr. Sandra Chin,
LoL, yeah someone's wife...

well, what do you want to do tRavis ?
"e.... ? lol?"

somehow I felt like it's a gift from a grandma... "ekm... no offense"
never had a grandma love before...
or a real grandpa love... as they either died early / they don't care about us...
so basically... i got no grandpa/grandma...

should i make it another "lonely christmas" this year ?

what's this?

something related to my future...

Time

The Forbe top 100 billionair rich-list
1. Bill Gates, Washington, 51, $56bn, Microsoft
4. Ingvar Kamprad and family, Sweden, 80, $33, Ikea
5. Lakshmi Mittal, India, 56, $32, stee
9. Li Ka-shing, Hong Kong, 78, $23, diversified
26. Sergey Brin, California, 33, $16.6, Google
26. Larry Page, California, 34, $16.6, Google

Their First thought of time = moneys


Travis Loh
First thought of time:
the balance of days he could spend with his family before " . " takes place

Falling Slowly - Glen Hansard

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that

Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react

And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You'll make it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along



Falling Slowly had been with him a while back before "things" happened.
a crying man heals, being able to listen throughout the songs again and again,
got him realize that things are bound to be changed way before it's planned.
"things" happened and it's "ed"
the day where He listen to it again shall affect him no more.

Title?

There's beginning, there's ending,
Certain movies ended in 90m, some 60m,
does duration defines how good a movie is?

What about a blog?
does ending ever gonna reach here @ travisloh.blogspot.com

maybe it's already there, waiting upon my invitation before I even started to think about it.