A Letter to Mommy

Walking around Tesco earlier just now, feeling really lonely at a moment while memories keep flashes back related to mommy.

Yes. I spends lots of time with mommy in various supermarket/hypermarket/night market/ etc. Especially Giant/Carefour/Tesco.

Walking towards beverage area, mommy always never fail to ask "Vitagen? Yogurt? or the Nestle Fruit Milk? as she knows that it's good for health, and I being the retarded one always finish them up in one day time.

Vegetable and spices smells reminds me a lot of how mom used to teach me and lecture me about how and where she would use them on her own cooking.

Choosing Garlic, Onion, Potatoes, Taufu, Vegetables, Fish, Fruits like apple, orange, etc... those smells will always reminds me of mom. Mom always appears wherever i drop by any hypermarket. Walking thru every corner/blocks of display hoping to see mom appeared.

Tears flow with those smells and she just appears in my mind. My hands used to always position at her shoulder while doing our grocery shopping... Her hands used to always try hold my hands as if i am still a kiddo. that's why i prefer to put my hand on her shoulder and just gives her a tickle when she nag or talk too much. Hints Hints! It's really good to try to change topic or make ur mom smile by tickling her rather than to get annoyed by ur mom's love aka. NAG.

Awwwwhhhhh gosh.. i used to live in the world of Noise aka NAG which is also the other way to express love from our mother.

It's too quiet now... just too quiet nowadays.
way too quiet...

Chinese New Year in few weeks time, Opening up ALLLLLLL the boxes of chinese orange just to pick the best orange is always a must do every year for me and mom. Yeah i know we're CINA.
but no one wants to pay for a broken phone if you were to buy a phone aint? Passing by those boxes of Chinese Orange just tricked my tears to start dancing in my eyes...

You're really really relaly much missed Mummy.
I love you & misses you dearly.


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